She wanted to crawl into his pocket and be safe forever.
― F. Scott Fitzgerald  

writing-away:

isn’t it ironic
how we kill
flowers
because we
think that
they are
beautiful

Come with all your shame, come with your swollen heart, I’ve never seen anything more beautiful than you.
― Warsan Shire  
You’ve felt it, haven’t you? Those feelings that seem to get so big in your chest, like something is so beautiful it aches?
Heather Anastasiu, Glitch 

I stayed in bed for over an hour
looked at things on my phone
I felt slightly anxious about nothing particular
I walked downstairs and poured coffee into a jar
I asked a person on the internet if I should take drugs
I took drugs before the person had time to respond

I feel alienated by people who express concern about me without
defining their concern in terms of a specific solution or goal
I dont feel comforted by the idea of an afterlife
I dont want to continue experiencing things after I die
I want someone to pull my hair because I like the idea of someone
controlling my head without touching my head

what is the difference between being an independent person
and being a person who is accepting of loneliness

― “Today My Alarm Went Off at 12:30 p.m.,” Mira Gonzalez. 
I don’t want to be married just to be married. I can’t think of anything lonelier than spending the rest of my life with someone I can’t talk to, or worse, someone I can’t be silent with.
― Mary Ann Shaffer